i could soo look after myself if i lived alone :)

so yesterday bumcheek asked if i would so kindly accompany her to go and watch harry potter at the cinema. although ive already watched it, but it was so amazing i had to see it again.i had a lazy morning practising some more guitar and seeing how much weight i had lost. i then poped into the guitar shop and shortly after that i picked bumcheek up(obviously i didnt, my mum was driving). my mum, being the annoying poop she is, said i wasnt allowed to go until i had hoovered my room and the landing. we then decided we were going to be late if we just stood there and argued so went straight upstairs to hoover. well actually, bumcheek hoovered. i just watched. yes, i made my friend hoover my house. im so nice:) no, she honestly wanted to.

we did infact make it to the cinema on time. i was, to say the least, very jealous of bumcheek eating her popcorn as i sat there with a bottle of water. this weight thing is killing me !

so after a few hours back at my house we decided we would walk to the shop. £2.00 between us. yay. this did actually buy me a big carton of orange juice (which bumcheek shared with me) and bumcheek three refreshers. we then sat down on a wall, looking like hobos, while we waited for willy (kira) to arrive. she was taking forever, and i mean FOREVER. so we downed the carton of orange juice,bumcheek ate the refreshers and we decided we would run to meet her half way. this is because we decided we could do with losing some calories(obviously i decided this). well the running side of this failed, i guess you could say. we had both got a stitch within the first 10 steps. very unfit. so we walked the rest of the way. infact, we were even too lazy to walk the whole half way. therefore we just met willy at john lewis. passing by ymca, some men were looking out the window, window open. so yes, i waved. they suprisingly waved back. however shortly after this they started shouting things at us. we just smiled and waved, just like the madagascar penguins. willy then wanted a mcdonalds, so we walked the LONG way back so we could pass by mcdonalds.

bumcheek and i then had dinner as soon as we got home. pasta, i think it was. definitely wasnt as nice as the one i made. we then chilled until bumcheek went home. willy and i then thought it would be funny to go on zoosk, so i could apparently be matched up with someone. shortly after finding no one decent we decided we would go on chatroulette. some veryy veryy strange people go on that. i now see why your meant to be 18 to use it /:! but yes, we spent the next 3/4 hours on that. its funny how everyone believed that we were 20 when they could clearly see us on webcam. haha !

after watching piranah, we watched t.v until 5am.

andddd, today was another lazy day:) willy left arounf lunch time, when we were still in bed. i have apparently put on 2 pounds since yesterday :( my life is over. no im joking, its probably because ... maybe i possibly... had some sweets last night. i couldnt help it. but this is proof that i put on weight so easily!! its not fair. i also made victorian sponge cake today and im just about to cook myself some dinner, seeing my family are out. yayy

lets hope it was all in my head :)

last night was one of those nights were i was physically unable to sleep. i could have sworn i could hear noises downstairs, like doors opening and closing. everyone was asleep, however. i kept thinking of the paranormal activity films. so i choose not to make a fuss and to just simply go on the iPad for a bit. welll that worked until it started running out of battery. so then i turned it off.

i then heard my brothers door open, as you can probably imagine, i almost had a heart attack. hearing strange noises and then hear someone come out of your brothers room and walk across the landing at 2 in the morning is pretty terrifying. i waited for 'them' to leave, taking a few deep breaths as i did this. being the curious person i am i decided i would go and investigate. i got out of bed and tip toed like a ninja to my door. i opened it slowly, trying to avoid the sqeaky door noise. i had to gasp as i opened the door to find a piece of paper on the landing with some writing on it. my first thought was that it could be a death note, so yes, i stood still for a minute. i then read that it said 'DAD' at the top, meaning it was probably for my dad. i then tried to get a bit closer to read it but then my dad walked out. he seemed to look at me as though i had just killed someone. he asked if i knew what time it was, wondering why i was still awake. to make it more casual i decided explaining that there were scary noises downstairs was not a good idea, instead i told him i could not sleep and walked into the bathroom.

he then took the iPad and went downstairs. i thought then would be a good time to try and get back to sleep because someone was downstairs so i could just think that the noises were him. by this point it was about 3 because i decided to text people, suprisingly some were awake. i then got back into bed to attempt of getting to sleep. to cut things a bit shorter i FINALLY got to sleep at 4.15ish.

being ever so gratful that i had got to sleep, i was so god damn angry when the fire alarm started going off at 5. i immediatley opened my eyes like someone had just been stabbed. i just lay there for a bit to see if my mum would come in. sure enough, she did. the fire alarm went off a few months ago and i was the first room she came into because she thought i had started a fire. so she then went down to investigate. there was no fire.

so in the end i only managed to get a few hours of sleep and my alarm was set for 10am. this was because i was meant to be going out and my silly friends decided we should meet too early for my liking. so yes i was furious when they said we werent going anymore because it was raining. we live in england, what the hell do you expect!? urghh! im going back to sleep.

i must be fat. :(

ive got to that age now where im expected to make my own lunch. not dinner, luckily. but im sure ill soon have to start making dinner for everyone too. ive never been one to like home made sandwiches, there alright if there bought because they taste better. so therefore when my mum used to make my brother and i lunch to take to school, i would never actually take it or i would just give it to some of the kids who get there lunch off other people. so yes i tended to starve at school, unless bumcheek had enough money to buy me lunch aswell, which she normally did.

so im getting the feeling that im actually obese. this may sound stupid but i actual think i am. im about two stone heavier than all my friends, im heavy than my mum (so wii fit says) and wii fit even says im at risk of being obese. its not fair. i know im tall but i dont think that really makes a differance. im not exactly FAT, well not as fat as i could be, but then im definatley not skinny. so i dont understand where the weight comes from. but anyway ive decided im going to try and lose some weight.

so instead of having breakfast, well, i dont anymore. i then have lunch at 12-1ish,either cake or proper lunch. not both. too many calories otherwise. i then have to wait about 6 hours untill we have dinner. i do not have snacks inbetween or dessert. if im dying of starvation then smoothies are accepted. AND, go for a 7 mile bike ride everyday, and possibly a swim in the evening too. yep, this is my idea to losing weight.

today i made marble cake at around lunch time and had a piece of that for my lunch. for dinner i then cooked shelly pasta in cheese sauce, although i was the only one eating it. it all went pretty well. i think its actually easier to not follow a recipe because whenever ive cooked it always goes wrong, but today i didnt use any recipes and nothing went wrong. should try that more often:)

dont you dare brake the cycling rules. dork.

i had done nothing all day. except get out of bed at 12, eat some lunch, go to an appointment and pop into staples, watch a movie, play guitar and eat dinner. therefore as you can imagine, i felt incredibly lazy (no offence if this is a busy day for you ).

i told my mum that i was going to go on a bike ride and she said i should wait until she finished working and then she will show me a new bike route. fair enough, i thought. it may be embarrassing going with her but at least i would get to know a new route. well, i regreted agreeing to go with her since she walked down stairs. not to metion she was wearing MY stripey orange top, MY shorts, MY leggins and even MY shoes!! and just to make it worse, none of it matched. she knew how stupid she looked. i think she just did it to embarrass me even more. regreting deciding to go with her i got down her bike and put the wheel on it, and also got mine down.

i think she overestimated herself a little. because as we rode up all the hills and even on the flat surface she seemed to be going at 1mile per hour, if that. i decided i would stop at the top of every hilly bit to check she was ok, because im nice like that. but that changed on the last hill. i just went off without her. but its ok, she told me i should. she kept returning to the excuse that she had been on a long run this morning and also that she was a runner not a cycler. i just laughed.

 she even broke some of the cycling rules. number 1, dont embarrass other people or yourself whilst cycling. number 2, do NOT talk unless it has something to do with directions. 3, try to avoid your bike making funny, annoying noises. 4, press the button at pedestrian crossings, instead of guessing when to cross roads. and number 5, alway cycle prepared. infact, she broke ALL these rules. to make it even worse, she starting singing the teletubbies theme song. one word, emarrassing. despite being furious at her, i just had to laugh in the end.

so once we FINALLY arrived back home, we looked at how many miles we had done. 7 miles it came to. you cant call me lazy now. i did learn one thing from today. NEVER, do take my mum on a bike ride. ever.

ill turn the lights off myself, shall i?

so i was with bumcheek (sophie) and her twin sister, izzy, again today. i stayed the night at hers. we spent the evening playing guitar, learning new songs. we did that for hours! literally. i took my guitar over at 7pm and we didnt stop playing untill 9-10. we then stayed up all night watching family guy and eating, you could probably guess our age from this.

we got woken up by her little sister at about 10.45am. i wasnt happy. eating golden nuggets we searched to find something entertaining to watch on tv. there was nothing. this lead to us having a dance off on just dance on the wii. of course, i won:).

we then decided we were relatively bored. with a quick glance at the empire cinema website to check what was on, we got bumcheek's mum to drive us there. we bought a large portion of salted popcorn and went into the screen we were given. we were quite late but thats very usual for us. so therefore, the film had started within minutes of us sitting down. we were watching zookeeper. we didnt really have a choice because of the age restrictions. so the film started, all going well. except the lights hadnt been turned off. everyone was wondering why this was. i did not want this to ruin the fim. so yes, I got outvoted to get out my seat, run down the cinema stairs and turn the lights off. not being happy that i was missing the film i ran down, relatively quickly. job done. the awkward part was that the man came in seconds just after i had switched them off and was wondering why they were already off. i was already back in my seat by this point so it was all good. stupid people. cant watch a movie with lights on. 

as i got dropped off this evening, bumcheek ran up to my room to put my guitar down. she immidatley asked what had happened to my room. i didnt know what she was talking about, other than it might be a mess. i ran up to see my WHOLE room had been rearranged and tidied. too tidy for my liking. silly parents. apparently they sorted out my room because i had ants in it. dont think thats good. oh well, i cant complain - ive got a clean room, for once!:)

ive overcome my fear of wasps, black cats and also heights !

seeing as im getting older now, i thought it was time i faced some of my fears. the three main ones (actually there were four but i havent been able to conquer the last one. spiders). i have always had a problem with wasps. i always had to run if one came near me, looking like a idiot. until i came back from spain. you would probably already know but there are loads of wasps in spain. meaning i absolutely hated it when we ate outside (everyday.) on holiday, however, my cousin was lecturing my other cousin about wasps and why not to be scared of them. he said 'imagine your a wasp. if you were flying past someone and they made a fuss, you would keep flying past them because you would find it funny to watch them run. if you just sit still, the wasp will fly past because it thinks your no fun.' so i decided i would try it and he was right. so from that day i have conquered my fear of wasps.

black cats (not being racist.) i had no idea why they scared me. i guess ive heard too many silly stories about them. one of my friends, whos house i spend a lot of time at, has three black cats. so i guess ive just learnt that they arent bad and i dont have a problem with them anymore.

and finally, heights. i always used to tell people i had a fear of heights, when asked. the truth is, i dont actually think ive ever been afraid of heights. if i can go in planes, go down seriously high watertubes, go to go ape, go on roller coasters, and go parasailing, then clearly heights are no problem for me. so i cant really say ive conquered this fear because it never was actually a fear. it was all in my head.

at least its a start. :)

lets go for a bike ride, shall we?

i hadnt seen my best friend since we broke up for the holidays, so we decided today was the day we should meet up. to cut a long story short, we went for a bike ride... after a long discussion of what we should do. i woke up to find myself already arguing with my mum. i am definatley not a morning person, therefore i get very annoyed at people who are happy in the mornings, ie my mum. she then thought she could but her nose into my day plans and change everything. i was not happy. she said i was not allowed to cycle to marlow, to see my friend, because they were going out. being the argumentative person i am, i argued my point and agreed that i would cycle down and get a lift home later.

the bike ride which sophie took me on  itself was rather eventful. not only did the bike route be a LOT longer than we had expected but we also got lost a few times, saw a huge giant which lead to sophie looking behind at me and almost crashing, and it also began to rain. not to mention that by the time we got to the river, we were both starving hungry. we dug out our money to find we only had one pound between us, that being all mine. i cant talk from experiance but only from common sense that one pound isnt enough to feed two hungry bellys. we looked at the ice cream 'menu' to find there was one ice cream being £1. yes we bought it, and yes we shared it between us.

sophie then thought it would be funny to take me to the place when she had seen a cat get hit by a car and then watch it die. there was blood all over the road. wasnt pretty.

of course we did other things during the time i spent at her house, ie: made cakes, watched three movies (gnomeo and juliet, tangled and harry potter and the goblet of fire), ate soup. the usual stuff. was a lovley way to spend my saturday.