i realise i haven't written for while. you've gotta understand how much effort is needed to keep writing on here? ;) i have four blogs i need to write, in so little time to do it. i will start this one with the boy i have my crush on...
ive heard all the stories of boys leading girls on, pretending to love them but then going off with someone else. however, saying this, not once did i stop and think it would happen to me. boys are such confusing species. i mean, i love boys. i cant say i don't, none of us would be here if it wasn't for them. well and us girls too. its a joint effort we all exist ;)
i have had a crush on this boy for sooo long now, its unbelievable. however, yesterday he decided he would get with a girl. (someone i don't know). fair enough, you may think? let me explain. he had been leading me on, putting loads of kisses on his texts to me, texting me EVERYDAY for MONTHS and MONTHS, told me he wanted me to be his future girlfriend and all that crap. AND THEN he decides to go out and get a girlfriend. am i wrong to feel this angry, cross and confused?
i decided i wouldn't talk to him last night, because i honestly didn't know what to say. and my friend once told me, and i quote... 'if you don't know what to say then he's not worth the words.' i went by this quote. i really did not know what to do or think. im meant to be going skiing with him at Christmas and im so pissed off at him. GREAT.
anyway, to brighten this up.... HES NOT GOING OUT WITH HER ANYMORE. wooo, a one day relationship! i don't know what happened, as to why they broke up. but im not even going to ask. im still not going to talk to him yet. ill give it a few weeks, me thinks.
Why does he have to live so far away? :(
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