Sunday, 30 October 2011

i'd be fine if i was intelligent.

i often wonder how my future is going to turn out. good? or bad? i realise it is going to very difficult to get a job, to buy a house (or at least somewhere to live), to buy a car, to get driving lessons, get into a good university and still have spear money to buy food supplies. in fact, to have all of that is very unlikely. obviously it can be achieved, but your going to have to be more intelligent than you could imagine. sadly, im not intelligent. im not afraid to admit that. i know my gcse results aren't going to be very great. however, that isn't going to stop me revising every single night up to the exam, to continue to try extremely hard at school and to go out less so i can revise. i know it will all pay off in the end.

ive got my aim. ive realised im never going to marry someone rich but who is also kind and loving. and to be honest, i would choose a loving, caring and kind man over a rich, self centred prick. i don't even know what i want to do for a living. i honestly have not a clue. im beginning to develop an interest in hair dressing. but knowing me ill change my mind in a month or so.

i sometimes wish i could get my future told by one of those freaky people, often found abroad. my mum had it done, and it was exactly right. everything she got old would happen, actually did. the only problem is, its very expensive and they are hard to find. then at least i would know if my future was going to go badly, i could change it. and it good, keep everything the same.

im sure it will turn out just fine, im just worrying. i guess :)

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